wishes, unwished...

I always wished to be able to read minds; so I could really know what people around me are actually thinking.

But today I stand on crossroads. On one hand I wish my wish had come true, and on the other I thank god he didn’t grant my wish.

Thank god I didn’t know what was going on in that mind of yours!

Thank god I didn’t hate you, for if I would know what you were really feeling;

I would wish I would have never met you.

I felt the time we had was less, but cherished every moment.

But those moments would have been washed away if I knew what you actually had to say,

I unwish all the wishes I every made to get you back to me.

Cause today in a tragic way I realized that god has his special plans to fulfill a larger purpose than you and me.