Hide..

How many times shall I wash my face, to hide these drops of tears that fall on my cheek?
It may camouflage the tears but can't hide the sadness in my eyes.
I want it to rain, to pour, I want to lift my face to the rain and let it engulf me.
I want to cry in the rain, so that no one knows but me, where the rain drops end and my tears begin.
I can't fake a smile or even a smirk. My eyes don't smile tonight.
I will just bury my face in my pillow and let my eyes let out the hurt.
I will not fake it tonight, but let my heart feel the pain its feeling, without judging it.
Cry, my heart, cry! cry till you have no tears left to shed.