I have experienced people, I have experienced their love. I have hugged them and known them in and out. I have let go, but always looked back.
But you are different. I have a bond with you, which I have never been able to develop with anyone before.
You are on my mind the whole day, and your voice is all I need, to feel complete.
You talk to me, listen to me and we have a conversation like no other. Each moment of silence is also so comfortable that, it leaves me feeling warm.
I do love you with all my heart, knowing that you will never feel the same about me. Most of the time I do not refrain from saying just how you make me feel or how I want you to make me feel, and it is just to make you feel better rather than to fulfil the expectation of you reciprocating how I feel.
I hope you realise you feel as strongly as I feel about you; but I shall always give you your space.
I hope you invite me into your life, as your life partner. That we commit to each other to the end of time. We walk together through life's ups and downs and we hold each when we are happy or sad.
I hope that we are each other's confidants and we travel together whenever it fancies us.
We will always be individuals. Living our lives, our dreams and walking towards our goals. But I hope that every evening, after we have lived the lives we have built for ourselves; we come together as one being and live the life we have built for us.
But how do I tell a wanderer to settle down? How do I prepare myself to let go more that holding on? How do I be fine about living without a permanent address and an anchor? How do I be fine about not wanting to have children? How do I live in fear, that one fine day you may just not be happy with me? How do I live knowing that you may want to detach yourself from my side?
Well, maybe its this dilemma that helps stay close to you, without allowing me to fall so deeply in love with you that I find that I will be another Radha to a Krishna. Well I have done that, and it hurts very bad; so this maybe another way to preserve myself - just love but don't expect anything in return.
But you are different. I have a bond with you, which I have never been able to develop with anyone before.
You are on my mind the whole day, and your voice is all I need, to feel complete.
You talk to me, listen to me and we have a conversation like no other. Each moment of silence is also so comfortable that, it leaves me feeling warm.
I do love you with all my heart, knowing that you will never feel the same about me. Most of the time I do not refrain from saying just how you make me feel or how I want you to make me feel, and it is just to make you feel better rather than to fulfil the expectation of you reciprocating how I feel.
I hope you realise you feel as strongly as I feel about you; but I shall always give you your space.
I hope you invite me into your life, as your life partner. That we commit to each other to the end of time. We walk together through life's ups and downs and we hold each when we are happy or sad.
I hope that we are each other's confidants and we travel together whenever it fancies us.
We will always be individuals. Living our lives, our dreams and walking towards our goals. But I hope that every evening, after we have lived the lives we have built for ourselves; we come together as one being and live the life we have built for us.
But how do I tell a wanderer to settle down? How do I prepare myself to let go more that holding on? How do I be fine about living without a permanent address and an anchor? How do I be fine about not wanting to have children? How do I live in fear, that one fine day you may just not be happy with me? How do I live knowing that you may want to detach yourself from my side?
Well, maybe its this dilemma that helps stay close to you, without allowing me to fall so deeply in love with you that I find that I will be another Radha to a Krishna. Well I have done that, and it hurts very bad; so this maybe another way to preserve myself - just love but don't expect anything in return.
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