Saturday, August 1, 2009

Will I ever learn...

Life is always better when you are on the other side.... I agree....
being on this side of the fence - I being me, am lost.... in my great need to be sweet and understanding I don't always say what I want to do.... and who suffers??? - the answer is so easy - ME....
I am still clueless and don't know how to say what I really want to say - "no don't go - you were supposed to be with me... I wore something special only for you" - but what do I end up saying - "no, no go, its ok with me.... no yaar I understand"....
I know you don't understand where I am coming from - some of you all will....
But for all those who know me understand because unlike others they have reference to context...
Anyways - I'll end up crying a little, a little frustrated and will end up having a very unpleasant conversation with the one I was referring too...
Life will go on... but I - will never learn to say what I feel...

2 comments:

Prani said...

We dont know to live for ourselves.. our super ego are so strong that we cannot afford to hurt others..

Life is beautiful otherwise ....

Sue D'Souza said...

so true!!!!