CLUELESS...

I am currently clueless.... some may say as always, but I know that it feels different this time.
I don't know where I am heading... period.
I always knew the hard truth that everything does not go "my way" - but when its actually happening I am clueless about how to deal with it...
Speak to friends - they do understand ... give me ways to get out of it... believe in me, but I don't believe in me...
Speak to family - they don't understand... they remind me of how things have been hard and how I should learn to deal with it...
So after all the brooding where do I stand - CLUELESS...