I gather all my courage, but my heart still aches
I hold my breath as I turn the first page
Tears roll down my cheeks but I know I have to face him
I fear most of all that I will forget him
That the vacuum that is in my heart will be filled
I don’t want anything to fill his memories
I don’t want to lose the only thing that keeps him alive in me
Will he be there always to guide me even If I can’t feel his presence?
I fear most of losing the memories that you have left behind
I hope you know that I still love you
Even though I couldn’t tell you how I felt once more before I had to let you go.
