Wednesday, March 31, 2010

The loving ways

I have been in a crappy mood these past few days - things hazy and unclear - every little thing was irritating... people don't feel that I snap... but person's had to instruct me to watch what I say before I pick up the phone...
But I didn't know how to stop it... I didn't know what it was all about... I used foul language (in my head) every time something irritated me...

But one evening, one evening of complete vent changed everything, even if its for sometime...
The listening ears, the accepting eyes and the following nods; made me feel good and most importantly made me laugh...

I want to thank that special person for being stupidly himself and for being with me... I will have him in my back pocket where ever I go...
Thank god for that very very lovely person...
There is one thing I would like to say to that very person - I Love you.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Music

I didn't realise when music changed from something I experienced within myself to something that people made and allowed me to experience with them....
Realization has set in that music can be experienced best when being made in front on oneself...
When I see people around me who don't understand music or don't feels its power, I feel they are missing something...
Well I missed this something for 22 yrs of my life... so glad I can now experience it as I do...

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

My travels 1 - Delhi

It just struck me on the way back home, that my work takes me around the country and I always learn and experience something new, I feel that it is important to put down these experiences, it makes it a richer experience.

So my first post in the whole upcoming series is DELHI.

My impression prior to visiting the city - a city full of greenery and history - I am not saying it is not! but its lot more... :)

Very sadly I did not get a chance to see the historic part of Delhi... work kept me busy in other places.
I had the chance to see the Delhi Haat area - lovely is the only way I can describe it... I wish we could have something like that in Mumbai also... it would make things so much easier...

The most surprising thing was when we were getting back from Delhi Haat to Kalkaji where we were put up - a guy stops his car on a busy road, gets off, goes and greets the man and his wife sitting in the driving the car behind him and then coolly returns back to his car and drives off... the only thing that crossed my mind was - if this happened in Mumbai there would be a riot!

It was funny and irritating at the same time, made me realize how important it is to know and maintain contacts in Delhi.

Must say the road that lead to the airport passes some of the embassies in Delhi and they were absolutely beautiful.

The only thing I want to understand at the end of the trip was - the reason why in most Delhi households, only the male folk in house ate non-veg while the female folk didn't? - correct me if I am wrong - but it was just an observation...

Friday, March 12, 2010

The firsts!

The firsts are always special - here are my few recent firsts
First love
First Job
First trip on the plane
First Pay
The first piece of cloth I brought for ma with my money
First out fit I purchased without guilt
First trip on my own expenses

I had a lot of Firsts in the past 2 years.... Love it... and hoping for many more!!!!

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Saturday, March 6, 2010

My wish list...

Simply put - the things I want to do....
1. Speak without inhibition...
2. Photograph nature and everything else beautiful around me (including the people that I love)
3. Go around the country and eventually the world!
4. Sleep!!!
5. Smile without have a glimmer of sadness in my heart.