I dont know what to do, I am on a different kind of cross roads - the kind I never thought Iwould be on and the kind i never want to be on....
I seemingly have all I ever wanted to since I was a young girl - but now I dont know if its time to end it...
Nothing seems as its going to work out - time is not healing anything, its just unwrapping new wounds...
It seems to just be a spiral coming back to the same old question - is it time?
and the answer seems to be the same - "yes" - its time to end on good terms - it will be hard for a while but .... eventually it will get better... eventually it will be brighter... eventually things will change....
I need the answer to one question - do I mean more than every other thing?
and if the answer is "yes" - then I will carry on....
and if its "no" then - time will eventually learn to heal my wounds...
